Mambokid

Suicide?

2011-12-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? No. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body. They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to just think that you’re fooling around. Then they’ll start shaking you. Why aren’t you breathing? They’ll be broken. Tears. Many tears. More tears than you ever shed. Was it them? Were they the reason you did this? More tears. Pain. Every day. Every night. Every single second of every day. Guilt. More guilt. What about your bestfriends? They’re not going to care. Right? No. What’s the first thing that will go through their mind when your principal comes in and tells the class that you’re not alive. While your bestfriend sits there in tears. That girl that you’d smile at but never talk to? She’s now crying. The boy who used to kick you under the table just to annoy you? He’ll be shocked. He’ll be devastated. He’ll blame himself. What about your teacher? Thoughts crossing her mind. She’ll question if you did it because she didn’t make school comfortable enough for you. Pain. Devastation. All in one. Who organises your funeral? Who has to go through your stuff? Clothes? Notes? Those few older girls who used to give you daggers at school? They’ll feel regret. They’ll blame themselves. See, if you killed yourself today, you’ll never know what might of happened tomorrow. You’ll never know because you’re dead. Plain dead. Not breathing. Not alive. Just dead. Your family hates themselves for it. Your bestfriend then falls into depression. Tears. Tears. More tears than a river. All because you killed yourself because you thought noone would care. Right? You are loved. By many. Someone right now is thinking of you. And right now, I’m thinking about anyone who has thought or is considering suicide. You are beautiful. No matter if you’re black, white, homo-sexual, tall, short, overweight or anorexic. You are beautiful. You want to kill yourself? Think about it first. There’s no coming back. And I promise, if you do it, you are not only hurting yourself, you are hurting many. You are creating more tears than you led yourself to. You are making everyone miserable and making them all feel guilt and pain. Never will they feel whole like they used to when they had you. You are beautiful. And you are never ever alone.

Believe

2011-09-17T12:18:00.006+08:00

Nothin's impossible when you believe in yourself. Often it's difficult to truly grasp the idea that you can be the person you want to be, do the things you want to do, and have the things you want to have in life especially if you've had many failures in the past.

It can be easy to lose faith and start believing that you're no one special and that the life you've dreamt about is reserved for the lucky and talented. You must realize that you have in you more potential than you think. The people who achieve their dreams are people who put everything into them. They are the ones who failed over and over, yet got back up, dusted themselves off, and kept going. It's this level of determination that got them to where they are today.

The reason they keep going is because they believe they will eventually succeed even if there's no proof that they will. You must have faith in yourself. You must continually believe in yourself. Too many times we look at successful people and think how lucky and talented they are and forget that they went through many setbacks and failures to get where they are today. Never let that belief in yourself die. For when you let it die, your dreams die as well, and without dreams, life is pointless.

BElieve in
YOU!rself

Thanks for reading:D

i feel left out? and ignored.....

2011-09-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

My place in my family...

2011-09-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

I finally know my place in my own family.. i am nothing.. i am just a person living in the house, a maid to this family, a slave for my mum, a punching bag, a person that doesnt need to be cared, a no-body..

My tuition teacher and friend gives more concern than my own freaking mother. Did you know that my mum dont care bout me? or just she doesnt show that she cares for me at all!!

"I hate you",

"Why are you even my daughter?",

"I dont want to see your face, irritates me.",

"Who the hell do you think you are to complain to me about Caryn?" (She said this when i told her about Caryn always hitting me for no reason. Before she said that, she beat me for complaining),

"Who say you can eat in my room? (when i am sitting on the floor eating in her room with Caryn who is sitting on HER bed eating. She said that to me only not Caryn)"...

This is only some of what she said to me. What type of mother is this?

Yesterday, I fell down when walking home after my cca. My skin on my knees were scrape off and was bleeding profusely. i was holding alot of things like my school bag, NPCC stuff, My family's dinner and 6 bottles of tea(which my mum wants). It was freaking heavy. When i reached home, my mum came out and i told her i fell. First reaction from her was, "Oh ok... Where's my mee rubus? ah ya.. and change?". I expected a like, "Are you okay?" or something like that but..? Nothing. she act as if it was nothing. Fine. i didn't care. Then i had to clean the wound right? Yes right. But my mum just keep asking me to do this, do that, scold me why the food is spilled, told me to clean the kitchen table after the mess she and my sister made after taking out their food. I didnt had time to clean my wound at all! The blood just flow down my leg and eventually onto my feet, making a blood foot print on the floor where i walk pass without me realising. My mum saw it and you know what did she say? She didnt say anything. She scolded me. and told me to clean the floor! I cleaned the floor. Then my tuition teacher came. Tuition time now. I still have a dirty wound and leg full of blood. What to do? Lucky my tuition teacher is really good.. she told me to clean my leg and she helped me put on the bandage.. She also extended the tuition time to replace the time used to clean my wound..:D This just shows how much my mum hates me.

Today, just just now, I was beaten by my mum. For no apparent/reasonable reason. She scolded me for eating in her room, when Caryn was also in the room. Caryn got to stay in the room and continue eating. I had to go out to the dining table where there is completely no one. Cause everyone is in her room eating or watching tv. Then, She suddenly scream my name. I went in and she said that there is food dropped by me on the floor where i sat a while ago. I looked at the floor and saw nothing. I told her there's nothing on the floor and she got angry. Saying that i am "rebelling" and "being rude" for "confronting her", She got up and beat the hell out of me. She just kept pulling my hair and hitting my head/face. I cant do anything. Just sit there and get beaten. What does this show? I am nothing to her. not even a little respect from her. Everything i do is wrong. Every single thing i do is offending her. She is just trying to find fault with me. Every single little thing i do, she will find something to beat me or scold me. Or even nothing at all!! What type of mother is this?

2011-09-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

I feel soo0o0o0 Good.. ta da ta da ta da ta!!! Hahas!!! Oh god it feels so good to know that a friend appreciates me as her friend!!! WOOHOO!!!

To: My AWESOME Dajie,

I <3 you DAJIE!!!! hahas..:D you give the best advises:D actually u r the only one that care enough to give me advise..:D Ur the best, the AWESOME-MOST!!!!! I am super SUPER DUPER glad, happy, lucky, to meet you and have u as my friend:D hahas..:D people usually say you just made my day.. but with that AWESOME letter of urs and whatever u did in the past, you just made my life brighter.. its brighter than the sun now!!!! hahas..:D Oh god.. Thank you so so so so so so so so so so MUCH!!!!! <3 you always:D p.s. I will make u a cert too!! (^-^)

Ur Best Friend forever,

Apple:D Carmen..:D

Yo people!!! Hahas..

2011-08-31T19:28:00.002+08:00

You must be thinking why always same title one... hahas..!!! Cause i dont have anymore titles ah!! hehes:D

Tomorrow i am gonna cook french toast!!! Wake up maybe at 4:30 am and cook? like that go school le still quite fresh:D hahas..:D I am praying for dajie and my seniors having their o levels now.. Praying very hard.. JIA YOU O!!!!! U all can do it one:D but must wait for me in jc or poly or ite o!! hahas!! I'll come hunt you down.. hehehe~~ HAHAS!!!

Okok la.. Ending post here:D THANKS FOR READING!!

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DONT REPLY!!!

2011-08-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

For you Dajie:D

2011-08-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hope you liked it:D

Dont feel good....

2011-08-27T21:04:00.001+08:00

Thanks for reading...

Am i a Lion, Lamb or Lobster?

2011-08-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Lion

Likes to be in charge
Determined
Firm
Fearless
Tough
Brave
Competitive
Enjoys challenge[*]
Fierce
Purposeful [*]
Decision-maker
Adventurous[*]
Strong-willed
Controlling

Lamb

Sensitive[*]
Loyal[*]
Calm[*]
Non-demanding[*]
Avoids confrontation[*]
Warm and friendly[*]
Gives in[*]
Thoughtful[*]
Caring'[*]
Patient[*]
Tolerant[*]
Good listener[*]
Peacemaker[*]
Quiet

Lobster

Stands up for rights[*]
Reasonable[*]
Sensitive to needs of others[*]
Knows right from wrong[*]
Factual[*]
Dependable[*]
In control
Open
Direct
Honest[*]
Practical
Conscientious[*]
Analytical[*]
Persistent
Action-orientated

What am i?? I am a lamb... as you can see.... Is that a good thing? Yes and no... Yes cause i am Loyal, Calm, Warm and friendly and thoughtful.... etc etc... But... I give in too easily... I am sometimes TOO thoughtful and caring of others... I just keep saying sorry even its not my fault...I am too tolerant that people tend to just "climb over my head" and treat me like crap.. Why the hell am i like this? Why? Freaking hell why? Why am i so scared that i will hurt someone? Why do i keep saying sorry? Why the hell do i care so much about others even when i know that i wont get back the "care-ness" from them? I tried to change but still.. I cant change my nature.. Usually i m the follower rather than the leader cause i am just too weak! I love being the leader and i will try my best to be as much as possible but!!! I just cant be for long cause of my character! I am just TOO "soft" and weak.. Why? I think i can break the WORLD RECORD for the amount of times i say sorry in a day! haiz... I know i should be happy that i am ME.. I AM..!! but at time it just comes to my mind to think of all this stupid questions... *sigh*

2011-08-24T16:59:00.001+08:00

If i die young... by The band Perry

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've

Never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a

Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)

Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

God this song is so nice... Treasure ur time when ur alive:D you wouldn't know when you will just leave the world..

Tks for reading:D

2011-08-23T15:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ooooo People!!!! Hahas... !!! I got nothing better to do... hehes:D

2011-08-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

Yo People!!! hahas.. I just ate Magnum Gold!!! its super nice..!!! hahas..!! caramel Chocolate on the outside and coffee vanilla ice-cream on the inside!!!!

Hehes... !!! I built a very nice house on sims 3:D Its like a "Dream house" for me with AMAZING front yard and "Side yard" Hahas!!! When i can o post the pics:D

Hahas... i seriously have nothing to do now.. My sms limit for last month exceeded..!! And Calling time also!!! 568 sms and 279 mins call!!! Like siao... must limit le.. I WANT UNLIMITED SMS!!!!! HAhas..

Okok... Ending here:D dajie replied:D I am gonna continue play sims le:D

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!

Grrrrr!!!!!!

2011-08-19T13:38:00.003+08:00

First time second time... I still can take it as you didnt mean it... But dont you think it WAYYYY too much for you to do the same thing soooooo many times? Seriously you think that you are the world is it? Every thing must revolve around you, Right? Dont you know that i have feeling too? That i am a human too? I didnt get angry at you before or infront of you doesnt mean that i cant be angry!!! So pls!! And somemore you just walk away like that..!! Just disappear like that..!!! Do you even consider me as your friend? Do you treat friends like this? NO !!! Then why are you doing this to me? Why is it only me your doing this? What did i do? I didnt do ANYTHING that could have made you treat me like this!!! I seriously dont get it!! Do i have to always put this up with you? Huh!!! Do i? When can you FINALLY be a normal BFF for me? or is it you still dont trust me? or i am stealing your so called "friends" ? If i am doing that, why the hell would i still be your friend after all these years? Some poeple told me that i am VERY patient and Tolerant to have a friend like you!! And? I thought you are a great person that is a true friend..I still think you are But? Is what you're doing considered a s what a "true friend" would do? Think !!!

YO People!!!!

2011-08-16T15:18:00.003+08:00

YOO PEOPLE!!! How are you guys:D:D and girls?? :D Hahas.. I just reached home from school:D Just now had to finish a chinese compo so thats why reached home quite later than expected:D Went to take a package for my mum at Lot 1 post office, then walked home:D She brought a jeans bag online!!!! Its so0o0o0o0o NICE!!!! hahas.. when she stop using it i gonna ask from her:D

Just now, in school, nothing much happened.... hahas!! i forget bring extra pad.... Ladies' Best friend came to visit me...how unlucky am i !!! Hahas..:D Oh ya:D I was like playing my ruler in class with Andrea... Like you know you bend the ruler until the ends touch each other then you release one side..:D:D i was like trying to hit Andrea arm with the "bending ruler" thing then when i release, the ruler hit her hand then she stared at me... and said "Why you touch me..?" Then i say" huh?? I hit you with ruler.. never touch you:D:D" Then she was like "Really meh??i didnt feel it.. not pain one..." Then i hit myself using the same way i hit her then i realise.... ITS NOT PAIN AT ALL!!!! Hahas.. then i try hit her again but b4 i hit her, i said"this one sure very pain one!!! pain until you FLY!! MUHAHAHA!!!" Then when i release, it flew... THE RULER FLY TO THE FLOOR!!! HAHAS!!! Laugh like siao...

Gonna have tuition in about an hour... :D and I AM HAVING 3 TESTS TOMORROW!!!!! And 3 on thursday!!!!! donno why all the teachers want to have tests on the same day... I donno what to studu first... haiz.... HAhas:D Exam coming le !! Gotta STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! All singaporean kids do is study... we are so like robots...:D:D Okok:D I gg to study le:D so...

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!!

HAHAS!

2011-08-14T14:02:00.003+08:00

I dont have the urge to blog but i have no idea why i am blogging... hahas:D:D I am eating dinosaur sweets:D:D Hahas..:D My sis just chase my dad out of our room because he was smoking..!!! Its was EPIC and Freaking funny!!!! if you could see it!!! hahas...!!!

okok.. THANKS FOR READING:D

my blog posts are most likely gonna be short short one...:D

BOB!!!!!

2011-08-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

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This is Bob.
Copy and paste him everywhere you can.
Soon he will take over the world

Highlight and you will be able to see:D:D

NEW FAVOURITE SONGS:D:D

2011-08-10T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hahas... i was looking for song yesterday to download then i came accross these AWESOME song:D:D Here are some:D

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFOax0yPpiM

Price Tag by Jessie J.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMxX-QOV9tI&ob=av3e

Nobody's perfect by Jessie J.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yx-G_bFeHzw&feature=related

Mean by Taylor Swift

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYa1eI1hpDE&ob=av2e

Listen to these song and you will LOVE it:D:D hahas... KK Ending thi spost here:D:D

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!

Its wednesday!!! DAJIE COMING BACK TODAY NIGHT!!!! AHH!! So happy..

PARaDE WAS SOOOO NICE!!!!!

2011-08-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hahas..Just watched finish the NDP parade:D:D Its so nice!!! The assistance parade commander was a WOMEN!!!!! I am So proud Of us!!! Hahas.. Also the police contingent commander was a women too!!! hahas..:D:D Finally not only men can be "LEADERS" of Nations security and defence:D

In a heartbeat~~ AHH!!!! This song is STUCK in my head!!! I cant stop singing!!! OMG... Very contagious.. BEWARE!!!!

Hahas.. okok:D Gotta go:D So.... Thank you for READING!!!!

Dajie!!! 23hours 10 mins!!!! Hahas...

Wah... Tired.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

2011-08-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

YOO PEOPLE!!!! Hows ur day?? Great? good? not so good? hahas... Today is SINGAPORE 46th Birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

i just came back from my cycling trip:D At east coast... Cycle the whole morning... tired:D Me, caryn and my dad cycled from the right most track to the left most!!!! The whole east coast park!!!! I was like wearing red shirt and white shorts:D:D Then i hanged a singapore flag at the front of my bike:D:D hahas.. I also mastered "No hands" CYCLING!!!! Hahas.. sooooo fun:D

KK:D I gonna bathe now sooo.... Bye bye:D Thanks for Reading:D

Siuling... why you never reply my sms... i feel so sad....

DAJIE 1 more day!!!! And ur back!!!! hahas... Miss you alot:D:D Hope ur phone is okay.. Did the CPR work?? hahas..

2011-08-08T12:22:00.002+08:00

Whenever i see my friends photos on facebook when they go out, i feel so so angry at my mum... but on the other hand i also thank her...

TODAY I DIDNT GO SCHOOL!!!!! hahas..!!! I not feeling well... then today also half day so it doesnt matter:D If i go today i will feel SOOOOOO sad... cause i am not in the parade when i am suppose to... :D:D

Yesterday night, i got woken up by Caryn trying to "quietly" go down the bed... She is freaking noisy!!! Bing bing biang biang.... Haizz.. Hahas..:D I brought a new mouse and keyboard yesterday:D:D its SOO nice:D Show you guys next time:D

Now i am Playing Maplestory,... Kinda bored... No wait.. VERY BLOODY BORED!!!! Haizz.. Siuling never reply my sms... I am soooooo waiting for dajie to come back to Singapore!!!! :D:D Okok:D

Ending here:D:D Thank you for reading:D

Collections of my Fav. Quotes:D

2011-08-07T13:53:00.003+08:00

Even if I don't reach all my goals, I've gone higher than I would have if I hadn't set any.
-- Danielle Fotopoulis

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough.
-- Oprah Winfrey

If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy.

Don't be afraid your life will end; be afraid that it will never begin.
-- Grace Hansen

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon. Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness, and at the end of the day you don't look at it and wish you had painted something different.

-- Author Unknown

If you want to know the past, to know what has caused you, look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the past's effect. If you want to know your future, then look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the cause of the future.
-- Majjhima Nikaya

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

A good friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

A real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

If you are going to jump off a mountain, I won't be beside you. I'll be below going to catch you.

Friendship is like a precious flower
Ready to bloom every hour.
It may stop growing
or keep on flowing
But you'll still have it forever.

Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That’s why we call it the present.

AND LAST ONE!!!!!

If you had been through hell, you will go through heaven... Definitely!!!

by Carmen Lee

YESS!!! ITS BY ME!!! HAhas... Hyper for no reason...

Okok.. Ending this here:D:D Last note: Dajie your teleportation device "on" button is really difficult to find!!!! I cant Find it!!!! I am hoping that TIME WILL FLY!!!! So wednesday would come fast and you'll be BACK!!!!! Do CPR on ur phone... Hope it revive:D:D Miss you alot:D:D

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!

If you think you can, You most definitely can:D

2011-08-07T13:46:00.002+08:00

If you think you are beaten, you are.

If you think you dare not, you don’t.

If you like to win, but you think you can’t,

It is almost certain you won’t.

If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost,

For out in the world we find,

Success begins with a fellow’s will—

It’s all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed, you are,

You’ve got to think high to rise,

You’ve got to be sure of yourself before

You can never ever win a prize.

Life’s battles don’t always go

To the stronger or faster man,

but soon or late the man who wins

Is THE MAN WHO THINKS HE CAN!

This poem is really meaningful... Simple yet it strikes straight into ur heart... makes you think, gives you motivations... Always believe in yourself no matter what. You are the best, You just have to believe it:D You will sure go a Long way:D

2011-08-06T18:57:00.002+08:00

Just Watch Captain America at lot 1 with Caryn!!!!! Chris Evans is SOOOOO Handsome!!!!! hahas!!!!

Caryn bought me a early birthday present:D:D A Boogie board!!!! I Love her!!!!!!! Hahas... i cost like $70 dollars you know... she actually at first gonna buy me a guitar one.. then she decided to buy this cause i was like why dont you buy me this... its so much cheaper than a guitar... THEN SHE WENT TO BUY!!!!! God i love her!!!! Hahas...

Okok.... Dajie i very lonely sia... no one chat or sms with... faster come back...!!!

Hao le:D Gonna end the post here:D:D By ebye!!! Thank you for Reading:D

o hou yit ah.... So hot, sweating like hell...!!!!

2011-08-06T11:11:00.002+08:00

I am Playing maple story now!!!!! Hahas... Mummy and daddy both playing mahjong.... Me and caryn nothing to do... Dajie go overseas liao... cannot chat for the next 5 days.. HOPE 5 DAY FASTER PAST!!!! (!!$))*) okok... i want to lvl up to 40 faster... then can play with Siuling:D:D Now only lvl 24... hahas:D:D

I got nothing to say now... So Thankyou for reading:D:D

SMILE MORE!!!!!

funny me...

2011-08-05T20:42:00.006+08:00

Hahas!!!!!!!!!! I was playing with the cam!!! then take all this weird weird pics!!!!

Ahhh.... Doctor i got sick??

I love my blanket:D:D

GoldFIsH!!!!

Act cute... hahas!!!!! PEACE!!!!!

I ROCK!!!!!! WE ALL ROCK!!!!!

Huh???

BOO!!!!!!

Thank you forr READING:D:D

A weird dream...

2011-08-05T19:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, i had a dream... Very weird one... My mum say i laughing very loud in the middle of the night when i sleeping!!!! Sleep Laughing!!!!! Hahas...!!!!! So this is how the dream goes...(i have no idea how i can remember it...)

I was in a kinda like a classroom with really nice full window and aircon and the whiteboard is like ipad but super big size one!!!! Then with me was Caryn, Siuling, Dajie, PAPAYA and maximillian wayne and some other people i donno... We all wearing the same uniform... Got pink, blue, red and black i think? A very weird one jiu dui le...:D:D Wayne and PAPAYA was sitting together... talking then Me, Dajie and caryn was like talking and LAUGHING..!!! Keep laughing i donno about what i dont remember... Then the teacher talking"yapyapyapyapyap" i dont understand cause he using like very chim words...

Suddenly the scene change... to a like walkway or something.. outdoor one.. we were like cycling then i fall down... my leg like got a very big scratch and a very big wound.. like the one i draw on my hand last april fools:D:D then a super handsome guy help me bandage or something(the scene change again... now in hospital) then i was like Giggling all the way..!!! then Dajie and siuling was like "wah..!!! So handsome, my leg also injured!!" then i laughing like hell...!!! then suddenly "boom"

the alarm clock drop or something.. I woke up...

This is freaking weird... and i can remember..!!!

Okok.. gonna end post here:D:D

Thankyou for reading!!!!

Just another day:D

2011-08-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

Just reach home from school:D:D i so sad... today suppose to have NPCC training but i cant go... so sad...

NATIONAL DAY IS COMING!!!!! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

Went to ikea yesterday night then skip taekwondo.. hehe... actually wanted to go and disturb jedd about papaya one... BUT it okay:D:D i can do it next week:D:D

i am hoping dajie and siuling have fun at their cca today!!! and hoping she would reply soon.... i soooo bored...

HAHAS!!!!!

Okok... i now got nothing to write about liao... SOOOO

Ending post here:D

Thankyou for Reading!!!

off to play maple...no wait... do homework first:D

Happy happy everyday!!!SMILE!!!!

Continue...

2011-08-04T15:07:00.001+08:00

Yes..!!!! Dont think too much kay??? My Dajie and Siuling:D:D

Okok... gonna end post here:D Thank you for Reading!!!!

Carmen's EcoFriendly Accessories Fashion Line:D:D

2011-08-04T14:39:00.006+08:00

Special Guest:D:D Cast: Andrea's hand and bag and table:D HAHAS!!! My Accessories Super nice right? It all very Ecofriendly:D:D Made of only paper and staplers:D !!!!!!

Special thanks to Siuling's Arm:D:D

If you would like to purchase any of my products, pls feel free to contact me at my tagbox:D HAHAS!!!!! I laughing like hell now!!!! WTH...

Today was fun:D in a way... Straight 4 periods of MATH!!! Then 3 PERIODS OF CHEMISTRY...!!!! Waseh... Somemore today rain... weather so nice to sleep... In class like gonna sleep gonna sleep like that... then Teacher's Voice like hypnosis... A VERY GOOD ONE:D To make myself not fall asleep, i draw.. doodle mostly:D Alot of words type of doodling:D:D then i drew on my HAND:D:D See:D:D (next post)

My " Super Gorgeous" Fashion sense...!!!

2011-08-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hahas....!!!! OMG.. i cant believe i went out with this shirt and this headphones..!!! See for urself...WTH right?? Mario and headphones... HAHAS!!! My sister was like " Why are you wearing like that... with this headphones? "

I went out like this....lucky not alot of people staring...
they all very busy with their things... rushing into the mrt... waiting for taxi... Looking at their phones like as if they got a VEREY very important call or text.. Then got some laughing like crazy when chatting with people on the phone... opps.. that's me.. :P Hahas!!!!

Can you imagine? Like crazy right? !!!! hahas...

Okok... gonna end this post here:D just one final note... Wo de Dajie ah... if you reading this... Dont so emo on ur blog post can anot... cheer up lah:D:D Post some happy stuff (or crazy random stuff like this):D:D Okay Dajie?

I hope this post made you smiled:D Thank you for reading:D

What if the world was upside down? What if...?

2011-08-03T16:57:00.001+08:00

No seriously think... What if the world was upside down? What would it be like? Happier? Sadder? what if there is nothing called "friendship"?? Nothing called "love" exist? What would the world be like if everyone only thinks about themselves never others? What if the world is gonna end in 2012? What if the sky falls down and crush us all? What if there is another big meteorite come rushing down on us and killing all living things on earth? What if...?

have you ever thought of what if? Everyone always think "what if...." but is that what we should do?

Yes and no...

Yes because if we dont question the past, present and future, we would not be us, "clever and different" Human beings now:D If Newton did not question himself about why the apple falls down towards the ground, we would never know that there is something called Gravity.. Then there wont be Physics... If Thomas Edison did not ask himself, What if i could make a object that could light up everyones life, We would never have any light bulbs....

No Because, if you think too much, like example, What if i fail this subject? what if this guy doesnt like me? what if my bf is cheating on me? And it goes on... All this negetive "what ifs" are all really very bad... They demotivate you and makes you feel depressed...

So what am i saying?? hahas... SMILE:D:D stop thinking too much... Think positive if you really have to think alot...:P "What if"....

Also remember... dont ever think that its always ur fault... dont take it too hard on urself...

:D:D:D:D Smile more:D:D makes you a happier person:D Ur best friends are always there for you so if you have any thing, you can just call them up and talk:D you would feel sooooooo much better... trust me:D (info from experience)

I donno whether there is a comments below... but feel free to talk to me if you have anything:D

Okok... ending here... So Ba'bye:D:D

Thank you for reading:D

Carmen

NEw BFF!!!!!

2011-08-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

YOOO PEOPLE!!!! I am Super Hyper for no apparent reason now!!! Maybe because i just found a superb new friend:D Her name is Jervann and she has the same ambitions as me!!!! We have seriously ALOT in common!!!!! AHHH!!!! I SO HAPPY!!!!!

You must be thinking, what the hell is wrong with this girl.... NOTHING!!! hahas...

Today in class, i was smsing her and i read the sms then i started laughing in class!!! My teacher was like huh? and then give me the "what happened to you look"... thn my friends think i am crazy cause i keep laughing to my self..!!! but then they laugh with me also!!! SO funny...!!!!

Okok... i gonna end this post here:D:D

Thank you for reading!!!!!

Tired...

2011-06-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps:D:D

Just came back from my NPCC annual camp!!!! I am so tired...

This camp was fun:D and its a great experience for me...

I am so tired out... gotta go sleep now... so GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE:D:D

Sweet dreams.... :*

Thanks for reading again(^.^)

BLOG REVIVED!!!!

2011-03-31T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hahas... this blog is seriously dead for the past 2 years...

suddenly remember that i have a blog:D:D

I FROM TODAY ONWARDS, AM GOING TO REVIVE THIS BLOG:D:D

Hahas... just came back from school... Kinda tired now but dont really wanna sleep cause i wanna play computer game... !!!!

I am ADDICTED to Red Alert 2!!!! This game is SOOoOoOoO FUN!!! Its a war game for those who have no idea what i am talking about... :D:D

Time Flies... 2 years have passed and i am now a SEC 3!!! Sec 3 is so stress... So much homework and so different from sec 1 sec 2.... wish i could reverse time....

Today, its just another normal day... wake up, go school, nearly fall asleep in chemistry class.....

and i learnt something new today!!!

WARNING! U MAY NOT WANT TO READ THE FOLLOWING SENTENCES (THE NEXT PARAGRAPH) IF U ARE A MACDONALD OR BURGERKING LOVER.....

My history teacher, Ms Pearl, today told us something that is very shocking... Do you know how people kill cows, pigs, chicken.... in olden days? Do u know how they kill them these days with all the technology? And Do u know where does all ur ham, sausages, patty come from? I will tell u!! In the olden days, farmers kill cows by chopping off their heads first, then slowly clean and take out their internals. By chopping off their head is a very instant death and mostlikely not painful to the cows... Show them some respect..... Nowadays, people kill cows in factories!! they kinda like take the cows and throw them into a big big squasher... When all is in, the "ceiling" will go down nd crush the cows to death! then , they will hang the cows one by one and people will slice open the cows stomach and let all the internals spill out into a big big stirrer container! then they will clean them then mostlikely skin then.... the patties, ham, sausages are actually the internals that they put in the containers... they stir and kinda mix them all together in the container then sell them and they will be made into burgers, patty, ham..... Disgusting and no respect right? YES! hai... humans these days...

OKOK:D:D i am gonna end this post here:D:D so.. Thanks for reading:D:D Have a nice life:D nonono wait... that didnt sound right... Have a nice day:D:D

....

2009-11-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

My sister is going to a camp on next Wednesday (11~13 nov).....
my father is going to training from today to 13 and most likely will not come back on 11, 12 and 13 (sme day as my sister camp)
so i am going to be home with my mum only!!!!!
Donno is good or bad........

Now super bored....
donno what to do...
yesterday went out with siu ling and andrea
took some photo at the photo boothand went to play arcade

and
there is going to have a birthday party for me and my sis on 20 nov 7pm
there is going to have buffet
all are invited to come
the address is
Blk 701, Choa Chu Kang ST 53, #04-32
(beside the cck swimming complex and near the bus stop)

okay then
thanks for stopping by :D:D:D

HAHA!!! this blog dead already!!

2009-07-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

very long never post

Yesterday holiday, i did a helicopter with my old lego and it is quite nice:D:D
Brought a book called 'The Five People you Meet In HEAVEN'
Watch TV , Play psp, Hide in store room doing nothing, Super boring Yesterday...

TODAY, Woke up in the morning and hit my head on the door( now still very pain...) Then go school , have that ccmp blah blah.....

D&T alot of HW.......
History Project not done.....(Siu ling still not Online...)
Printer got no ink cannot print brochure...
So many Problems ..

Got some photos from Australia Maybe put it up on the next post.

I think that's All

Have a good Day

BB

See you later

good night

good Morning

HAHA!!!

Thanks for Reading !!

MYE finally over !!!!!

2009-05-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

So happy Mid year exam finally over:D:D

Now i am using the computer secretly so shhhhh....
I am at home, alone . Later going to iron uniform and some cloths and do the piano home work.
(and maybe eat some chocolate i brought just now)

Just now, i had my piano lesson. and before that i was rushing to finish my (piano) homework.
Teacher super scary, didn do homework got punishment (very funny but very scary punishment)
If didn't pratice the song that i learn last lesson i will get like if one note wrong, 10 cent and if stare at the score too long get hit(not very hard). Fingernails also too long 1 finger for 10 cent.

After the piano lesson, i went to brought the kinder chocolate and black window paint. Hahaha!! then i when back home.

Ya okay... got nothing to say... Oh yes, Hey everyone please join the NDpeeps on facebook if u have one and i heard from my dad that if u are a fan of the NDpeeps u can have a very cute merlion doll( a carton merlion doll) u will see it if u go see the NDpeeps web(http://www.facebook.com/pages/NDPeeps/89175368528#/pages/NDPeeps/89175368528?v=wall&viewas=0) or the NDP 09 web(http://www.ndp.org.sg/home.php)

That's all
Bye Bye

SOOOOOOOOO long nvr post!!! haha

2009-05-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!!

forgotten all bout the blog......

Quite alot of problem...

MYE started......
My sis dont do HW....
Siu ling....
sian..............

nothing to say (-_-)

super blur now...... hahaha

nvm anyway bb

Really got........

2009-04-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

HELP!!!!!!

Really got hand, food mouth disease.............

Went to see doctor today morning and comfirm that i have that disease........ now my mouth have alot of aoser (sry i donno how to spell) and hands and legs is having more and more spots........

The worse is I CANNOT GO SCHOOL FOR ONE WEEK!!!!!

but at least Siuling is helping me to bring the books and hw to my house!!:D:D

THANKS Siu Ling:D:D:D

Thats all ....
Bye bye and
Thank you for reading!!! :D:D:D

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

My sister got hand food mouth disease and i maybe kanna also!!!! today when bathing i realise that my hands have 2 red spots and quite pain then my mouth got one thing (that is like wat my sis have in her mouth) but very small....... Now my leg have spots also and my throat is PAIN!!!!!!!!!!! SO BAD!!!!! 2009 ........ i have alot of bad things happen.....

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

If i have that disease i cannot go school for one whole week!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!

thank u for reading!!

Yesterday camp fire!!!

2009-03-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! so long never blog!!

Yesterday NPCC CAMP FIRE!!!! Ever first camp fire for me!! so excited and fun!

These are some photos.......

The fire getting smaller and smaller then mam keep throwing some thing to let the fire big (for a few seconds)...

That is all for today.....
Going for class ......
So..

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!

Today!!

2009-03-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! I am finally going to Australia this june!!! I waited for sooooooooo long...... AND NOW I CAN GO!! Going to feed the dolphins in gold coast and going to ride automobile MYSELF!! so good i am so
HAPPY!!!
this is all i can say....

SO THANK YOU FOR READING AND HAVE A NICE NICE YEAR!!

E- learning day......

2009-03-03T12:21:00.000+08:00

Today and tomorrow is e-learning day. At first i thought that it will be fun but now.....NOT FUN AT ALL.
I keep asking alot of people(expecialy Faye) wat to do , how to do, where to go , blah blah...... and i think they are all very annoyed... so i am VERY SORRY.
(to faye: VERY VERY VERY sorry i keep asking u questions pls forgive me and pls dont be annoyed or angry can??)
Just now , i did the english then the science quiz but the chinese and chem i CANNOT open the file.......So sad..... i wish that e-learning can be easier, More Easier...........
That Stupid medicines and the slow computer is driving me crazy today..
Sian..........

okay for now i end here..
Thank u for Reading!! :D:D

Being SICK is no good at all......

2009-03-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday got high fever, 39.2 'c, still have running nose and coughing.......So uncomfortable.....
Today morning went to see doctor and doctor say that this fever will last for 3 ~ 4 days,and will spread . The thing i hate most is HAVE ALOT OF MEDICINE TO EAT!!!!! ALL THE MEDICINE SO BITTER!!!! Tomorow not going to school......... so bad ........
Okay i have nothing more to write, going to eat medicine again........

THANKS FOR READING!!!! :D:D:D

Super sian day........BUT TOMORROW:D:D:D

2009-02-24T19:38:00.001+08:00

Today, our (art) group stay back to do the art piece. Teacher give us time until next week monday because teacher wants us to do another piece (and wants it to be very good). so........ we choose a piece of Van gogh art work again..........

This week have alot of TTTTEEEESSSSSTTTTTSSSSS!!! and i hate it....
Chinese spelling i got 100 then, 100 then, 100 then, 95 then, (yesterday)80........
Getting more and more worse..............
sian........

But.....

TOMORROW GOT TRIP TO HPB!!!! (can go out other than school and house(without family)That is y i am happy)MUAHAHA!!!!

okay....Bye Bye going to do homework
Tks for reading!!!

Today and Yesterday.......

2009-02-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, it is our Npcc 2nd training. We learned some of the basics and I STAND UNTIL MY FOOT VERY PAIN!!! Not as fun as the first day but i still like it exept the standing part........

Now i am looking for Bermuda lyrics for monday music class. Found only one sentence for now....
WHY SECONDARY SCHOOL SO MANY PROJECT????

After this music one still got art project...... sian...... Art we must copy one of the Van Gohl art piece and teacher say that THE BIGGER THE BETTER.... Our group have bout 6 people and we r going to start on tuesday after school....

SO now i go find some more lyrics BYE BYE!!!:D:D

ThanKs for reading! :D:D

Yesterday Npcc First Training!!!

2009-02-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Our npcc like siao! Roll in mud, face all flour and cream milk, socks all from white to brown and gray! BUT it is very fun!!! :D:D okay lets start from the first part.

Me and Emily went up to the npcc room, we put our bags in the room and went out. We line up and stand there. Then there is one senior who told us wat must we know, she said that cloths must be tuck-in and must wear track-pants from next training onwards,...................................... AND after she ask us question we must answer 'blah blah blah, mam'. Then she group us into 4 groups and told us to make a name and a cheer for the group. At first , our groupname is "Nameless" BUT that group beside us wanted NAMELESS as their groupname too so we decided to let them. We think our brain out then we have a group name called "NP buster" and we think of a cheer but SUDDENLY, mam say that we cannot have the group name "NP buster" because the "buster" sounds like "busted"....... so we change again..... (so dao mei!!) THEN finally we got a name called "NP superpt"or superpst? nvm it is something like that lah!!:D We also got a cheer but i think is not so good BUT it is my group cheer anyway!!haha!! After what mam said we can go PLAY GAMES!!!

YEAH FINALLY!!! :D:D our group when to the opstical course (sorry for the Spelling) that game is you must sit on a table that is full of flour, then when you start , you run to a table and crawl under it, then u leopard crawl to a chair, when u reach the chair, u stand on the chair and jump off, after that, u have to roll to a stick(it is on the field, not dry, alot off water so your shirt will be all wet and full of mud), when u reach the stick, u must pick up the stick and turn 5 rounds and go to the plate of milk cream that have sweets in it you must do push up and get a sweet. (when u got the sweet, your face will be all cream mlik!!!)THAT IS THE FIRST GAME!!!

Second game is "musical chairs", that game is different from the normal musical chair. that game , u must take the water- balloon and sit down then is win!! i won that game and got my self all wet because the one who won have to take the water balloon on top of her head and the 2nd winner will take a pen and break the balloon. SO I AM ALL WET !!!

Third game is the "Spoon" game . u must bite a spoon that have a sweet on the end and move backwards to a bucket. on the way there (of course u will not just have to walk backwards!!) there will be a sergent(a senior) that will make your face and hair full of flour!!! so it is quite difficult to let the sweet stay there without droping!!! AFter we finish , we got 2 sweets EACH!!! (but donno can eat one anot)

After all the games, we when back to the npcc room and line up. mam told us some things and ask if we got fun...... She told us to change to a clean shirt and after we change, we got food to eat!!! Eat finish we all went home!! NPCC IS REALLY VERY FUN!!! (AND DIRTY) AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT TRAINING!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

That' s all for today!!! THANKS FOR READING!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Nice!!! First post for this new blog!!!

2009-02-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

Finally i got time to make my new blog!!!
Today quite no gd because got chinese and home Econ test!!!
The home econ test i got one WHOLE pg donno how to do!!! i might fail that!!!
Tomorow got math test so sian!!! i think faye need help, but how can i help her???
Nvm...... Now i doing my lit project....
WHY SEC ONE GOT SO MANY PROJECT ???? So no good...... i wish that no hw for the all the fridays so that i can play all weekend!!! but...... that is a very impossible wish!!!
okay that all for today !!!(sry i got no things to say because very sad:( )
THANK U FOR READING !!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D